Posted: July 13, 2011 in Daily Rain, Happy in the Rain

I think too much. Way too much. I guess being happy scares me. Trusting a person scares me. It’s so hard for me to believe what someone is saying without thinking they have an ulterior motive.

Trust? I rarely ever trust. Because, I know the sweetest guys cheat on their girlfriends, the best friends backstab you. I know people talk about me behind my back. I just choose to smile and ignore it. Doesn’t mean it hurts less.

Not trusting someone, but wanting to trust someone.. This is the basis of all doubts.

Life is good here though. Despite being broke and starving, I have control of my life here. I’m independent and doing it all on my own 🙂 and that’s an amazing feeling.

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Comments
  1. Mr. 1993 says:

    You are who you are.

  2. A friend says:

    You are who you are.

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