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I miss my baby

This post is dedicated to you! πŸ™‚

I should probably be blogging about Grad Night but I’m wayy too tired and it’s my off day from work, cut me some slack!

So anyways, YOU. I’m seriously glad that I have you in my life. I know this sounds cheesy and I don’t care who reads this and judges but sometimes I’m just so glad and happy to have you by my side.

Some of the sweetest things anyone has ever done for me came from you. And I still remember how in the beginning I doubted if we were right for each other because I didn’t think you would be the kind who does something special and has that thought to do all the cheesy stuff and I might feel neglected, unhappy, etc. But it couldn’t be further away.

I entered this with no expectations, no high hopes, but good thing is, I didn’t come into this with the thinking that “confirm it won’t last” as I always do. I didn’t think about the end, I thought just about NOW. You changed a lot, in a good way, to me, and I hope I changed too. You’ve made me a more positive person, you have. Now that I think about it, my love life has been pretty lucky. Not miserable/fail as I thought. Amicable, if not then clean breakups, and I’ve been lucky to stumble across you in my path.

You’re one of the most sincere, honest, straightforward and uncomplicated guys I’ve ever met. You’re more of a girl than you let on and though you have spoiled me constantly but you have made me a better person because I don’t give you shit and I become a better human being when I’m with you. I respect you too much and I see you as an equal, someone to share everything with and not someone to take the blame and anger for everything that goes wrong. I’m a better person because I want to be better for you. Learning to control my temper, my demands, and trying to be more understanding.

Never once have you let me down when I need you. I can always count on you and it makes me relieved to know that there is someone for me in my life. I’m sure we can pull through everything, and I’ll be waiting for you and I know you will too. ❀ You have always been so true and sincere it melts my heart. I know that when I’m sad, you’re sad. I know that whenever I go to bed upset you can’t sleep too. I know you’re always here for me because you don’t say these things just for the sake of it but because you are sincere πŸ™‚

I love our movie nights and our beer challenges. I will always remember being carried across the road by you on July 14th and I will always remember our mad dress dash HAHA. πŸ™‚ Thanks for everything love, you’re the best ❀

According to foursquare, we’re 602 miles away.

According to my pilot, the distance between our cities are 960 km.

Numbers, which signify the endless miles.

I’m excited to go back to see you and all my wonderful friends again next week. Life is dreary here.

But I’m also sad, because after the next trip is over, I won’t have anything to look forward to anymore. Stuck here for 7 months. I can’t do it. I need to go back at least once more. 😦

Need to work and earn money. Just so I can escape here. I don’t know why but I feel like I’m in a cage every time I’m back. Maybe I forgot my roots already but all I know is, I am never coming back to this small town. I love my hometown, I will always miss home, but my heart and soul’s somewhere else now.

Life is a constant stream of change, relocation, and new roads in the future. Looking forward to where the next road takes me ❀

 

One moment one day

When all seems okay

The next thing you know.

Everything is upside down.

 

Pain from the past.

Thought it’d gone away.

But it always lasts

Everything has turned gray.

 

Happiness once so real and strong,

So much that I thought

“I don’t deserve all this joy.”

I guess I was wrong.

 

Nothing in this world ever lasts

Nothing is ever certain

From beautiful sunsets to the whispers of comfort

To the endless pain.

 

I still remember a time

When the sun still shone

But now the skies are overcast.

All the good is gone.

 

I’m wiser now, and more weary.

I know not to live in the past.

But how do I stop the dreams

That haunt me in my sleep.

Memories come and go, fast

Like the wind.

 

All i ever wanted was to

Be something to someone.

But now I know..

All i want in life

Is to be happy no matter what.

When will that day come?

 

 

To My Blackberry

Posted: February 24, 2012 in LoveShits Rainy Days, Uncategorized

I still remember the first day I got you. I remember your sturdy pink case. I remember all the OS tweaks and installations and customizations I’ve done to you.

I miss holding you and typing on you in bed with the lights off before I sleep. I miss your alarm everyday to wake me up. I miss scrolling on you through my Twitter updates. I miss updating my Twitter on you. Now it’s gone. I am no longer connected to internet at all. No more stalking on Facebook updates or anything.

I miss BBM and texting and Whatsapp and checking in with Foursquare.Β I miss being able to call anyone or text at any time. Now I have no way to call anyone. Nothing to hold. Nothing to play with. No contacts to use.

Not only that, all my email accounts, synced on my BB, and my 572 songs and all my painfully installed apps and carefully edited pictures in my 8GB memory card. Now, it’s all gone.

No more phone to play when I’m bored, or when I’m out. Nothing to read with my first cup of coffee. Worse of all, no more phone to call people when I’m really down and needing someone.

All my reminders and alarms. All my research and reading reviews about this phone.

I just want to die now. I miss you.

This month is seriously horrible. Just few hours ago, I still had a phone. FML

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Posted: February 11, 2012 in LoveShits Rainy Days

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